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MxHC Music Promotions: Vol. 5

by MxHC Music Promotions

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Born again, unbounded from magnitudes, chained to a purpose of freedom. Born again, in this dread of life, alone, with a decision to make. Senses overwhelmed by the close sight of a distant idea. Beth and Gimel, they showed me the way to replenish the pillars of our universe. And rearrange different dimensions. Unconsecrated creation of all through the disposal of one. I can unmake you. A new sense has been provided by the hands of an unknown lord. You can now transcend this hybrid state of life, evolving from servant to Messiah. You can now see through the folded bowels of time and restore balance, leaving a blot on above-made plans. Prophets, your profane scheme has been corrupted. Servants, the evocators are not what they seem. Look behind their eyes. Beth and Gimel, they showed me the way to replenish the pillars of our universe. Twelve Words, deities of the new sprout. An higher conception. Unconsecrated creation of all through the disposal of one. I can unmake you. New form shatters the dowels that once made him. I can unmake you.
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Searching for the truth, Take your lips from the bottle, I need answers you coward Look at life again and tell me this was this all worth it, was this all worth it? Picking up the pieces of broken family The coffin reads y our own name Left with a house of memories Demons still knock at my door The scars still fresh, my mind so weak Deprived of breath I cant get sleep The truth is i'm too afraid of dying alone in my own bed, Darkness around me, A past so strong Guilt filled hate, Fuelled from the past My heart is weak, My head is strong But I will not bow down. Put me back into this world, Where I don't belong Where I don't belong Picking up the pieces of broken family The coffin reads y our own name Left with a house of memories Demons still knock at my door The scars still fresh, my mind so weak Deprived of breath I cant get sleep The truth is i'm too afraid of dying alone in my own bed, Demons Release me, Demons set me free. Set me free.
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I am on my own I never needed you You are nothing now And that's how it's always been How do you feel, knowing that you failed me I've been left in the dark for far too long You call yourself a man How dare you claim that title You haven't earned a fucking thing Not even self respect I have no pity For a fucking deadbeat Why would you waste your time? Lying to my face Save your goddamn soapbox For someone who fucking cares I, I've had it up to here And I can't take much more You bring out the worst in me Is this what you strive for? You know how to get underneath my skin It's what you feed off of And I can't stand this But no longer will I give in When you look in the mirror But see no reflection Of the creature you are Or who the better man will be Lifeless Soulless Hopeless Nothing
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I can't keep focus, my eyes are swollen shut From my lack of concentration and my fear that won't let up Time and time again I've fallen to the floor Curious if to I'd ever be the one to find something more Nothing feels right as I rummage through my head These thoughts hold no value, as if I'm living by a thread I try to patch these open wounds with a temporary fix But it will never fill the hole for the things I miss Its cold but I'll pull through Its cold but I'll pull through Or am I prolonging this too Its cold but I'll pull through Its cold but I'll pull through Or am I prolonging this too I can't keep focus, my eyes are swollen shut From my lack of concentration and my fear that won't let up Time and time again I've fallen to the floor Curious if to I'd ever be the one to find something more I know I know it feels like a lifetime Since I've filled that hole with something more I know I know Its leaving me restless Leaning on all these insecurities My heart aches with anticipation for a spark Something to lift it out and free from the dark My worst fear is that I'd never see the light That I'd wander streets hoping day will come But I'm only pleading towards the night
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There is no doubt We re not allowed To breathe the toxic waste Coming out and Filling our damned throats In these burned out fields Mourning for wasted time Passing by like a wretched slave Being lashed with the thing called fate You all just fucking decay This plastic world is melting That filthy slutty mouth of yours Delivering the mighty words of wisdom You are the spawns of whores praying for me to cut your miserable flesh i wont ignore this desire of yours Scumbag fucking cult of puny souls Among those my own limping Rotten corpse I am the shepherd of despair and grief The slender arms of pestilence Are reaching you The simplest thing you ever confronted Cannibalistic fucking primitive thief of faith Look in the mirror and spit in my face Abomination of unholy disgrace Ravens feasting on disgust and wealth My tongue is preaching blasphemy Suck on it
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who the fuck do you think you are, spewing shit wont get you far Go ahead and follow another fad, Go cry to another girl, Trying to profit from being sad Youre nothing but just a piece of shit Breaking every friendship you just had just to get fucking lit So go ahead and down another bottle Waste your time spewing this hate Trying to peoples sorrow (so go ahead an down another bottle, another fucking bottle) who the fuck do you think you are, spewing shit wont get you far All I foster for you is hate, and nothing will change your fate Davis' part Youre the bastard son of ignorance a fucking discrace! You live day by day just a fucking slave The earth will open and the earth will shake You soul sucker, You fucking mistake! Blood spattered, teeth shattered, how does it fucking feel?
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YOU PREACH TO BE POLITICALLY CORRECT PLEDGE TO MAKE CHANGE TO GAIN RESPECT ARTIFICIAL MINDSET FOR EFFECT TOWARDS THE TRUTH YOU HAVE NEGLECT NOTHING HIDDEN NO FUCKS GIVEN DERISION DUE TO MY CONCRETE OPINION TO YOUR DECEPTION I WONT BE A VICTIM EVERY CHOICE I MAKE IS HATE DRIVEN EGOTISTIC MINDSET DISTORTION OF VIEW SECRET MOTIVES AID THE THINGS YOU DO DECEPTIVE SELFLESSNESS I SEE THROUGH I HAVE NO RESPECT OR TRUST FOR YOU NOTHING HIDDEN NO FUCKS GIVEN DERISION DUE TO MY CONCRETE OPINION TO YOUR DECEPTION I WONT BE A VICTIM EVERY CHOICE I MAKE IS HATE DRIVEN
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Harbor your skin from this world of loathing and hell Remain unseen, trailing your veil Conceal yourself from this world of deceit Reoccurring decline You can't hide your skins of deceit You will regret this So why do you drown yourself at the altar? Is it because you think your praise will save your life? Harbor your skin Now your just a ghost to me An apparition holding a misconception personality You've created your own world of self slaughter With every step that you take As you follow your path More of the ground breaks beneath you The more I think of it, the more I can't stand to be near you Severing ties, you can no longer harbor I look down upon you for the abomination that you are I look down upon you You claim to hold your rise Fear no longer, you've lost your disguise Revealed a face of failure Harboring skins of deception Born of misery and hidden regression
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Your world is ending today I'll watch as it all goes up in flames These fires will purge the earth of the human stain. With every breath you take It's one away from your death I despise your existence, It pains me to see you alive. I can barely wait for the day When the light leaves your fucking eyes. Chivalry is dead! What ever happen to honor amongst men. I'll remove this knife from my back and plunge it in your fucking heart. Your mortality is tied to your morality I promise you will not survive Your dark demise will soon be met Your decisions where not well spent. This began with you, this is how it ends No peace on earth, ill will towards men. You act as though life is just a game Well if so then I'll raise the stakes, raise the stakes. I have won and now you must pay Annihilation of this worthless stain.
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"She was only 54, a wife and a mother of 3. She wore a fake smile on her face to disguise that she was unhappy. But no one would know about the pain that resided in her bones. No one would know the pain kept her awake at night. your body is crumbling. I know your hands are shaking Im here selfishly pleading, mother be strong for me I cant help, But to think That this isnt somehow my fault Your decline began when my lungs took their first breath You a showed me how to stand tall You taught me how to be strong And as I watch those doctors rip skin from bone Your heart only grew tenfold. We always rely on Comfort that we thought was free (we thought was free) All in all Together we will be set free (Mother be strong for me) I never told you how much I love you I never told you how much I care I took the time we had for granted And the time I wasted we're never getting back I havent seen you in five years And everyday is a constant struggle How can you accept this as your calling? How can you accept this as your cross to bear? I cant accept that If there is a meaning behind all of this I just dont see it anymore So God, if you are listening Take the pain away take it all away When will she be set free We always rely on Comfort that we thought was free (we thought was free) All in all Together we will be set free (Mother be strong for me)
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This isn't the first time Nor will it be the last Killing millions of innocents Just to prove they're on top Just to prove they're on top When will they open their eyes? This time they open their eyes When will they give into all of these lies? It's only a matter of time They're searching for the truth Only to be left at the gates Having nothing to lose And finding nothing to gain Controlling arms is gaining fear This century's biggest disgrace Becoming all too fucking clear This nations end nearing at a fast pace When did this all begin? Because we know how it will all end How did this go so wrong? Because we know that we've gone too far Why are we so blind? Because we know how to keep you from the light What point is there with no control? Because we know how to keep you in line Don't be blinded by fear Search for the truth Catch them red handed And bring them down Bring them down When did this all begin? How did this go so wrong? Why are we so blind? What point is there with no control? They searched for the truth And they've broken down the gates Having absolutely nothing to lose But having all of their pride to gain There seems to be a cause for concern Angry crowds of large numbers moving quite rapidly One push of a button to make them learn We will always be the hierarchy And we will always know how it will all end We will always go too far And we will always know how to keep you line To keep you line But we won't be blinded by fear We'll find the False Flag Catch you red fucking handed And bring you down Bring all of you down Eugh.
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Catching up with time Is such a beautiful lie We will keep believe in For we wait to die Stars have ceased to shine And slept into darkness Lost is the meaning of night Lighting our nothingness Free of commitment We'll join the circle made Eternal Rise higher and higher again And lower and lower we'll fall Filaments of colors Dancing across the night Illuminate the sky The whole picture Is there before your eyes Like a storm In a sea of light Like a swarm Made of fireflies And we will endure This crushing wave Under the form Of a flood tide It will transform our lives And never again We will witness Such a moment Of pure emptyness No never again We will get Such a feeling Of happyness We want to feel The loss, the pain Of letting it go in vain
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To the barren mountains I flee My wicked zealots spreading my indoctrine Left to do my bidding for me I make my home among the caves In darkness now dwelling The outer lying volcanic ridge has become my fortress Constructing my own perverse structures From the dark obsidian my kingdom is built A city as black as my soul Atop every tower I put a beacon of light Glowing green with sickness most putrid I mock their very existence by creating my own From the dimmest of rock i carve myself a throne Inscribed at the head my curse to all who oppose "May those who seek to destroy this city Find themselves a quick and painful death For the only soul that can occupy this seat Is he who controls the legions of demons." My book of slander seated upon a black pedestal for all to read The tattered and worn pages luring in all who gaze Slowly my followers flock to my home as word spreads My once disciples now my civilians Obey my decrees In darkness we bathe In darkness we drench In darkness we drown Worship the wolves "May those who seek to destroy this city Find themselves a quick and painful death For the only soul that can occupy this seat Is he who controls the legions of demons."
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Crawling with proud, Carriers of fatuity. Dead generation, Incomplete perfection. Why are you satisfied, With your own creations? A desperate human species, Imperfect. Our mistakes can not be improved, We are the living disharmony. Why do I fell like runaway from another world? Why do I fell like I am hunted and always watched? There is no need in prison, I am a prisoner of my own mind. There is no need to complete us, Erase, erase the human race. If I could slaughter every human being, I would have done it without any feeling. Why they drag me away? Why they make me dig my own grave? I am just like you, I am like the others, My life is to eat and fuck. I am ignorant, pathetic and worthless, I am the great apogee of human race! I am just like you, I am like the others, My life is to eat and fuck. I am ignorant, pathetic and worthless, I am the great apogee of human race! The problem of modern society, Is the lack of individuality. Well done. My body was left and torn, I curse the day when I was born. While my body be eaten by worms, I would silently scream: I wish I was never born.
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Carry me and my enmity, Shatter the shackles and let it break free When i fall down i dont hit the ground I learn a lesson and walk away And i can guarantee you dont see clearly They do nothing for no one and still we bow to their feet And we cant bare to think that we're inadequate But if you cease to exist another man will take your place So make sure your shoes don't fit his feet Leave with legacy not hatred and greed And i wont let this world get the best of me Even if normality has pulled me to my knees I will shine through days of darkness I have a calling and it echoes in the hills It speaks to me and guides me through paths i have tread and reminds of hearts I've held We all desire the same things in life before we say farewell in the end you realise that life is a journey to your higher self So live for yourself Live for yourself We cant erase the marks we make, forget that past just don't let your days escape Don't let your days escape Take me home, take me home, take me Take me back to that place to escape from the choices we've made I've spent too long with my head in the clouds waiting for my feet to hit the ground I swear i'll be a better man i'm crippled but not broken And my words will live on through the lips of who they're spoken I will shine through days of darkness
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I wanna watch you bleed I’m living in two realities I’m lost between two dimensions The night is calling my name It’s time to wake the demon Darkness is coming And eyes are becoming red My lungs are full of fire Rage is running through my veins Arise, arise Let me see your grin You are the son of sins Arise, arise This is my transformation I open my eyes And now I’m feeling so hungry I am a walking apocalypse I’m made of hatred and evil It’s time to slash and slay And now I want to watch you bleed Bloodlust I want to watch you bleed Bloodlust I want to watch you suffer So feel my breath Just behind your back Don’t try to run away You are my victim I will stick my claws into your flesh Give me your life Give me your soul I will slit your throat and I will drink your blood Face your death Every night I’m going in for the kill I’m hiding under the cover of darkness You will never see my face You will never know my name I am possessed I am a werewolf I’m living in two realities I’m lost between two dimensions, The night is calling my name It’s time to wake the demon
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I think I'm psychotic All of my thoughts are exotic. There's a devil on my shoulder An angel on my other. They can't save me because they're killing each other. My morals have died long ago now I'm just a gaping black hole. Pulling, destroying all of my emotion and enjoying the feel of emptiness. Now my conciseness has a fucking gun to my head. I can't stop him because he's already dead. I abandoned him long ago Rotting away in a fucking hole That I left him in. No one will ever know. The emotion will never show. Creation, destruction, denial, and seduction. Are why I don't function. I'm no different from you though. We're both fucked up. You just choose to hide it
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to reconstruct reality expand the point of view and break the boundary we are collected in the center of a sphere where have i been? is this reality? what if i never existed in this surface? and we are all meant to reach one single purpose a question slipped through my mind, when i sleep at night and i should find the answer further deep inside remedy all i am searching for laid inside of me i am obsessed with this transiently life that i want to break i want to get inside the world that never been mine like a river flow, i am lost in the echo of eternal mesmerising but so different connections close your eyes, can't you see we are the permanent halo i am the atmosphere, i am just my own reflections point on the grid that coexist with the others which exactly the same we are the hollow shells but different in our breed inside we all are connected point on the grid! this is just your fault so why you affect the others? this is so easy to assume but hard to hold the truth your demons just devour and consume you but we still see the light the way I look at the reality is inverted dispersion rays of my thoughts and different views are mixed in mind thinking you see a lot means you're completely blind
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Close your eyes Take a deep breath feel the existences within. Can you hear the voices? Can you see the void? My instructions. Can be used to your advantage Using old remedies To break open the fabric of space and time, To peer in and reveal A refuge Now it's time to breakthrough This is our chance The stories in the stars The tales in the sand We are beings of misfortune We have been lost to lies told before us For we have observed the untruths From the moon. It's time fucking let up Give your piece to the world Accept reality Is just an illusion Fuck this place I am your eyes Transcending focus Within your mind For you are blinded By the unyielding fog Created by prophets we call gods I am your eyes Transcending focus Within your mind For we are grounded With no where to escape No where to escape We will conquer All demons that breathe Lies Fuck this place I am your eyes Transcending focus Within your mind For you are blinded By the unyielding fog Created by prophets we call gods For we are grounded With no where to escape No where to escape No Where To Escape
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I, I'm dreaming of open skies, I remember a former life. There is a shelter for our darkest thoughts, where all the fears of man are kept away inside a place It still remains locked up in chains. Deep down the woods around that lost place the blackest eyes will follow at the same pace. Years from then, miles from there, I'm standing tall, born again... Trust me, take my hand and feel the beat of life, running through the veins of those who are Pure at heart... Our clear minds racing on to a future shining so bright My, my dreams are of open skies, оf the space between the lines... I remember a former life from ancient times. (So we'll) Bring back to life... our former prime! And in these moments when we're flawed and incomplete, You'll see us rise back with the beat. All doubts can fade, our minds were made unconfined by time & space, but if you fail to see that you are free, you'd risk your own defeat. "Eyes full of lies!" Words left unheard. MOVE! Let go of your former life, but keep the scars to remind. * Years from then, miles from there, I'm standing tall, born again... Trust me, take my hand and feel the beat of life, running through the veins of those who are Pure at heart... Our clear minds racing on to a future shining so bright. My, my dreams are of open skies, оf the space between the lines... I remember a former life from ancient times. I still remember a former life, from ancient times... We still remember a former life! We've traveled so far, we've traveled so far...
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This new society that we live in makes me sick. Where our importance is only determined by numbers. We cannot be judged on our character alone. It's only who we know that counts. Consumed by what others think of us, When we should only care what is to become of us. Immersed into this new culture, where our every movement is going to be calculated. I'd like to think that I am not the only one like this. I'll pray to a god that I am not alone. I cannot be the only one. Who isn't following a false kingdom. The true people will flourish the others need to open their eyes. You will be burnt by the truth when it is revealed. Show your true character, and take away your shield. (x2) Take away your shield. Breathe. Remove the shackles, and claim your freedom. I will not back down, I will not falter (x2)
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Let’s break the silence It’s gone on too long Where has the ruckus and passion gone? With wind at your back and sun on your face Embrace the winds of change The day of reckoning when it all begins We wont let it fade away This is a brand new day Fade away To dwell on the past and what could’ve been Will only break you down Never look back and don’t loose the chance Embrace the winds of change The gears turn and the silence is broken This time we won’t let it fade away Destroy your enemies It’s a brand new day We wont let it fade away This is a brand new day Let’s break the silence Where has the passion gone? With wind at your back The silence is broken The silence is broken We wont let it fade away This is a brand new day Fade away The silence is broken
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What will it take to accept, yourself? Whose voice will sound, when it all fucking falls down? Forever fake too yourself. Forever seeking self gain Because you can't be true, Too your closed minded brain. You are the consumer of everything, That lies within your path of destruction. You are what's wrong with this world. You piece of shit. You ruined it all. Your actions fill me with hate. You will know karma's pain. Your mind is absent from who you are. Your dreams and ambitions, will not soar very far, because you care about what everyone thinks. Your heart and soul, will know nothing, but too sink. All you value is your possessions, It contaminating your mind, it becomes.. an obsession. Living is about being free Perseverance, persistence and progression, will drive us on, forever What is your fucking purpose? What will you do for others? How will you cure the poisoned? This is your meaning in life! Too impress the people, is too impress this world, but selfishness has occupied, your origins of faith. Sacrifice has an empty heart. Aspirations control my mind. Dependencies trial faith and fortune. The truth will forever be unknown.
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Irate. Violent fold. Self sacrifice, but it holds. Committed to recovery. I held in the cry. The senses grind. Hibernation or a fix in droves. Gauze removed, marooned. So you wait in the hole. And after fortune fades, what’s left to show? Scar tissue, twelve letters, and seizure prose. Four walls, melatonin, and our nostalgia tomes. Numbers like new religion. Punished sex. Bottled love. Bloodletting. The savage lust. The howl increased. Traditional crutch. Stability as a ruse. I never see anything but you. Does it sting like it used too? A cleaner cut, cloaked in loam. No different from the coral cover. Miscarried. A myth. The body at home. I just wanted to be happy. But I am an island. The actor decayed. Vexed. Without name. Hideous features. Your pariah to blame. Invisible bandages to stop the bleeding. Amnesiac. Evergreen. Territorial angst. An immeasurable seam. Stomach revealed to be as empty as me. Another hoax to keep the incision clean. “You’re starving yourself. Is the hunger deep?” I’d do anything for my miracle vaccine. (Selfish euphoria) Wishful thinking in the backyard. Dead weight, wading in the water. Imagined that we had a daughter, and I loved her just as much as I love you. Ritual mutilation doesn’t bring the feeling back. And as she melts in hues of yellow, I’m still shackled to the black. I carved her name into my skin. A glimpse of peace through crystal visions. I swear it never leaves, but am I more than just a prison? A driftwood beggar. The homeless daze. Circle and return. My gossamer phase. Bore witness to heathenism. Thaw. The promise of hesitation. Beg at the feet of the one you love the most. It will never be enough. -- Does it sting like it used too? A cleaner cut, cloaked in loam. No different from the coral cover. Miscarried. A myth. The body at home. I just wanted to be happy. Come quickly cold dagger. Song turned to hum. Knew it wouldn’t make the difference. All your skin. Loveless image. Rolling blackout. The vermilion lung.
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Existence damned at my birth I feel death breathing down my neck These entities that resurge fill my lungs with a malignant curse Making a home in my head are these spirits that want me dead I am alive but not well, I am alive in this rotten hell Evil eyes that follow me past the dirt line My demise will all but preach what I have become Paralyzed I am a slave to dementia Do you believe in demons? Look into my eyes, you will believe (Tyler) Who is this man? What is this voice when it's silent at night? He's still making noise My stomach it rots, my head hazed with death There's a man in my head and that's all there's left
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To all the people who put me down, who pushed me round and locked me out, look at where I'm going now, I'm getting out of this fucking town. I've been living my life the wrong way, always worried about what others say, but now I'm living my life for me, Yeah, I'm living my life for me. Fuck who you want me to be, I'm living my life for me. Taking back the reins, Get out of my fucking way. I'm making up for all the lost time, the days spent wasted hating myself. Locked inside my own jail, This time I will not fail. You will never make me break. For all the countless times throughout my life that i never stood up for myself, or for my beliefs because i was too afraid of failure, I am taking a stand against all the shallow minded people that made me hate myself. Like the shoreline, waves crashing into me, eroding, eroding, eroding, slowly taking everything. I'm not sure how much more of this that I can take. But I know one thing for sure, You will never make me break.
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In its the paradigm Of life, we understand hope Yet show no remorse Keep still let nature run its course Breathe in life And all that it gives us Natural design And fruitful existence Shun out all of the negatives Out there is all that is best Only you can experience The world to its acquired taste Its individual, its individual Wept at the scorn of an ill informed race Shame doesn't begin to cover the pain Continent I am built Into what i am right now Am in this world No void in hope All i am All i have Means no sanction in Unforgiving diameter Breathe all in Natural in flourish of a life in the planet we call earth Life gives us Brilliance And we learn In a beat That we can forsee Breathe I will be colossus Structures, underlay Blueprints for beauty Substantional expertise Perfect for entity Dispense worsened thoughts When viewing a design Piece by piece encouraging respect for such a thing I still fail to recognise why this happens I am at a miss reasons i cannot comprehend Dispense worsened thoughts Maintain what we were taught Make this my lives goal To protect that with no hope Promise this i'll never be alone Stray from this, Peace; a miss Sustained to exist in this world With the streets people live This brittle, frail expected instance The planet is at its knees Masses destroy and expect condolence What is silence if no ones around Nature's at its fucking knees Pleading that you no longer proceed I am wondering Why humanity would do such a thing Exponential concern For a dying world and entity Horizons shattered at the hands of a man and greed induced pigs Shattered Into nothing Nothing will come of this Just look to the oceans And see the damage We are causing Breathe in Awoken Fresh faced Exist To feel alive Breathe all in Natural in flourish of a life Purely to make a difference These tired eyes Sick to death of this destructive race Beauty desecrated for what cause? And i feel alone In trying to preserve this home in which we live To procreate These tired eyes Face the world Tarnished at the hands of mankind I will make It my lives work to save us

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