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MxHC Music Promotions: Vol. 7

by MxHC Music Promotions

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Unable to recall a time without breathing this rarefied air, being filled by a feeling of continuous weariness and existential angst. Analysing every variation, storing them deep inside of me, with the awareness that they'll consume me, corrupting every single cell. Corrupting every single cell. The loss of every genuine connection with this world I live in, I have lost it all. Nothing or no one has escaped in this land from the conversion. I'm nothing but a machine myself, built with my own hands. I'm nothing but a machine myself. Helplessness is my path. Are we really losing ourselves? The sense of our actions, our own identity? We are losing our own consciousness. A long road without objective. The exhaustion, the beginning of decadence. The loss of every genuine connection with this world I live in, I have lost it all. Nothing or no one has escaped in this land from the conversion. Physiologically alive but mentally dead. This gave rise to the pleasure of destruction. x2 Pleasure of destruction and passion to devour them all, including myself
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I'm fearless. Find yourself desperate and lost, you were angry and experienced loss. Life is a lesson, you've learned the hard way. Still don't forget to live for today. Bite your lip and count your scars, you will grow with every pain in your heart. Emotions let you know you're still alive, experience let you rise in mind. Do you remember? The struggles always been there. If life is a test, then you are the examiner! Do you remember? The struggles always been there. You can always count on me. Take all the time you need. How can you think, when the world is listening? How can you dream, when the world is watching? How can you think, when the world is listening? How can you dream, when the world is watching? In this life things fall apart, but you grow with every pain in your heart. Those we hold dear who discard all our fears, will make the pain disappear. This present moment is unique, and maybe there will never be another. Emotions let you know you're alive, experience let you rise in mind. I will fear nothing! I am fearless in my heart! Hold on to true love and friends, all this fear and pain will come to an end. Hold on to true love and friends, and all this pain and fear will come to an end. ...all this pain comes to an end.
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Time and time again I'm left abandoned shattered alone I've lost all hope I faked a smile I faked my courage I faked a sense of hope Look at me for who I really am Not for what you thought I'd be I've grown too good at masking all my flaws I never met your expectations and I never will Look at me for who I really am One by one I watched them leave I watched them turn their backs on me I was never worth it I was never worth their fucking time Leave me behind Discard me like the waste I am Leave me behind I faked a sense of hope Look at me for who I really am Not for what you thought I'd be I've grown too good at masking all my flaws I never met your expectations and I never will Look at me for who I really am For years I've had everything I love slowly disappear At times it gets the best of me Why must everything I hold dearly leave me as if it were nothing? I'm left to face the world alone Everyone I've ever loved has failed me I'm left to face the world alone The ones who claimed to love me have faded away, like the hope that's left inside of me I watched the faces disappear while I stay behind I'd rather face this in my own I'm broken but this is who I am This is who I'll always be This is who I'll always be
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Scriptures of Hate: Rotting in rhythm, no way to escape. The bone and the skin melt away, only torment remains. In the darkest pits you will find me here. Soul spheres can’t contain my design, never ending hate will surpass my cage. I tear a void in my conscience, I will surpass this dimension, you can’t fucking stop this. Welcoming the birth of a new age. Become the tesseract, forever expanding through time and space. The human race, born from fear will exist through hate. I will show you everything, your past, your choices everything. We are but a cross section of a third dimension I will surpass. Soul spheres contain the essence of existence. Brought to it’s limits, here the suffer, the purest form of anguish. Never ending white noise. Ten million years I have found a new way. Ten million years I can see through the flesh walls. The rotting carcasses shed from new bones begin to eclipse. I can see very well, I can see very well, the blinding truth that I was born to rot in hell. My dimension my existence was nothing more than lore. Nothing more than lore. We were all made to suffer so that the ominous being could see you writhe. I see you now. Cease to exist, Your presence here disgusts us. We are the surveyors of your pathetic existence. (Cease to exist) If you decline, you will dissolve the omniverse in hate. What is your will? My hatred spills over seven dimensions, I have become the destroyer. No God will be able to stop you, no God will be able to control you. Pure hatred.
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We never know what we've got until it's gone. We need to confront things as soon as possible. A new kingdom that will enable us to bounce back. Move farward ! My house is set on debris, floating in the air. I would never had belived ! Many world wars have succed, Now we found peace. Nuclear storm have transformed the world ! Many world wars have succed, Now we found peace. Nuclear storm rewrote the laws ! Trust in us It's only way we've founded We have lost our history Trust in us and find our way Ready for the grave You can't save me ! I'm ready for my grave ! We've lost our history Imagine a time, no more masters and power, When human kind, is too weak for fighting ! Everything to find, restart all and rediscover the light ! Trust in us and find our way Ready for the grave You can't save me ! United after war, we must focus on life ! Trust in us and find our way Ready for the grave You can't save me ! United after war, I'm ready for my grave !
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Refracted patterns lie within our minds; now I will shift unto this veil We have been dragged under. My soul is torn, possessed infinities revealing unborn darkness, the void suspended in time. The severed connection will bring forth a new path, will it lead us to Gaia or bleed us to our design. I cannot grasp to hope much longer, behold devices of omnipotence refined. I have been searching my infinity to unlock my divinity within the world beyond, beyond our gaze. Hold on to this light that has been given to us until you drift away, fall away and I will guide you across the dark. Do you think this suffering is worth it? A world of aspects merging, you cannot stop progression. A life of introspection falling in regression, we must break the surface. Break the surface... I see a glimpse of a world through a tear in my dream, amidst the broken I wander but as I rip away at the seams; refracted memories so somber. Arise in a place far beyond, a consciousness emerging. Tear this dream asunder and behold introspection.
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I'm fading out of this reality am I alive now? am I somewhere in between? Dancing high above the ground I don't know when I'm coming down If I can't live without you Than why am I still breathing? Just let go (I'm trying) Stretching out this silver thread Somewhere between life and death Reach a point of no return This vessel's pulling me back in again Cause I'm your ghost Cause I'm your ghost I pace the hall now Can you see right through me? A silhouette bound A lifeless entity Dancing high above the ground I don't know when I'm coming down If I can't live without you Than why am I still breathing? Just let go (I'm trying) Stretching out this silver thread Somewhere between life and death Reach a point of no return This vessel's pulling me back in again Cause I'm your ghost Cause I'm your ghost When you hear a sound And no ones around Just know I'm there Cause I'm your ghost Cause I'm your ghost And when the world grows still And you feel a chill Just know I'm there Cause I'm your ghost Cause I'm your ghost Oh I'll be waiting for the day When your soul arrives and I am free But until then I'll be your ghost my love Oh I'll be waiting for the day When your soul arrives and I am free But until then I'll be your ghost Stretching out this silver thread Somewhere between life and death Reach a point of no return This vessel's pulling me back in again (Then why am I still breathing)
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No one can save you from yourself No one can hear your cries for help You left you mother alone to suffer You left your brother without cover No satisfaction no reason to live Fall away no hope for better days You dwell in heartbreak You dwell in agony You dwell in suffering You dwell in misery Cold and alone nothing left to live for Cold and alone like father like son Cold and alone no one left to love Cold and alone the days of youth are gone Wallow in your own sorrow Wallow there is no tomorrow Wallow in your own sorrow Wallow there is no tomorrow Wallow You fell down the void All your hopes and dreams are destroyed Life grew grim and everything went black Your life is gone and there's no turning back You dwell in sadness You dwell in hopelessness You dwell in desolation You dwell in desperation Cold and alone nothing left to live for Cold and alone like father like son Cold and alone no one left to love Cold and alone the days of youth are gone Wallow in your own sorrow Wallow there is no tomorrow Wallow in your own sorrow Wallow there is no tomorrow The thrill is gone The thrill is gone move on The thrill is gone Happiness and love decay away For closure we long Suicide the game you played Jump from the bridge Let your troubles fade away Jump from the bridge No hope for better days Jump from the bridge Jump from the bridge
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Bring forth the servants of death The beings of this ritual Made to worship, made to sacrifice For my needs of animosity I’ll show you the truth beneath this world Or forever you shall be blind Buried in sin I live my life for myself No one else I’m buried in sin I’m buried in sin I’m buried in sin I was born with the mark of the darkest souls As I left my mother’s decaying womb Plains of scorn, crimson seas, malignant skies I’ll be left behind, to watch everything die I’ll show you the truth beneath this world Or forever you shall be blind Have you seen the dead in my eyes? Take a look and see.
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disgorge your maker. creating a false creator. silence them. collecting the children of god to display their own species falling from grace. a once sacred man burning scriptures, devoting his life to silence all pure. placing their hands on a cold stone with carvings of the depths of hell. beginning to speak in tongues they surrender, giving themselves to the beast. i was sent here to test your will. i was sent to rape you of faith these are the words of the prophets forcefully being taken and shoved back down their throats. a worthless creation of fabrication slithering through their teeth. choke them of their final gasps for air. choke them, useless amongst men. the armies of abaddon vanquish god struck masses. the orifice of hell swallows them whole. the only thing that they fear is their judgment, never a heart of morality. i can hear every unanswered calling being crushed right in front of me. they will see. now they will see their savior is useless. screams blocked by lips sewn shut, silent prayers left in waste. silencing the blessed. every last sacred mouth has been suppressed. their kingdom is falling. with their tongues in my hands they have realized that i am their new king. bow before me understand there is no second coming. i was sent to rape you of faith. all hope is lost. i have been chosen. every last sacred mouth has been suppressed. every last sacred mouth has been suppressed. with their tongues in my hands they have realized that i am their new king, bow before me.
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My life ain't all okay But it ain't tragedy But I like to parade it Attention dependency Am I going to hell? That'd be a damn shame I'd love to meet my God Maybe pick at his brain Oh mighty divine Where's a man gotta walk To find no blood on his blade So he can rest in his dreams Not wake in the nightmares Of the men he's erased Oh if I was going to hell that'd be a damn shame My daddy a narcissist Restricted to his pocket watch My mother the blasphemer Who opened her mind to the other gods My own beloved brother who could do no wrong to me mostly abandoned by my daddy long lost child of apathy Well lord, Could you save me? Could you save us all? Feed us to vice to sate your cauldron Slipping down into the funeral boil Today we gather in the heat My friends and family Made fallible But forsaken by the maker I refuse No I refuse to believe it If I was going to hell that'd be a damn shame After all family, reunion's a word that's bitter to the taste. I'm only a victim But you said we all sinners When he rise from the dead Well it's death he deliver Take us deep down below destined for the flames Almighty Erase me We a long way from the altar Oh holy, holy.
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I can live forever when i'm in your hands And I feel like I'm the only one I say it's all in my head The worst part of it all is that soon one day it will end Tracing back and forth with my hands on my head From where I'd rather be, time to get back up again. So just learn to love again Still trying to find my way back home Even memories can't stop me, no When you told me you were leaving I couldn't breathe Remember the days you called me home forgetting the world you loved me so Breathing life into me I couldn't breathe I am empty, I am dead Please just leave me That's what you said It's been a long day The echoes of my mind I breathe in, I breathe out It's going to be okay at the end of the day What would, what can, what will I do without you I am empty, I am dead But I can live forever when i'm with you.
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Disciples of the east Your flesh is our feast Wicked offspring of a beast Brood of unrighteous priest Gather before me Truth is born in the age of lies Through your false faith you meet your demise Spawned and raised by the cognitive flame Throne of maggots and blood is their claim Chaos reigns to establish the order Sanity fused with mental disorder This world is swallowed by the sick Like the plague that was spread by a tick Spread by a tick Impaled on a stick Lamenting the past Nothing was made to last We roam the desolation Disgraceful incarnations I hear that voice again Rejecting my salvation Born in this world just to serve, just a slave Loyal to vicious unholy conclave His promise and word he already gave So he can be brought back from the grave
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Broken, enslaved A world made of slaves Hold down by those who think they're god Desolate I've proved myself to show you what we have become Broken souls determined to work as slaves How can we live our lives The earth shattered around us I won't give up this fight I'm going to stand my ground I won't live this way Be born consume and procreate I won't be the reason for failure I'll guide this world to a better home Violence will be my answer So I can kick them of their fucking throne Do you see the world they've created Desolate the human race I've proved myself to show you what we have become Broken souls determined to work as slaves Don't you feel the distance they create between our hearts and our heads Soulless we're slowly digging our own graves We are slaves Killing instinctively Bring on the flood This is not the end I won't be the reason for failure I'll guide this world to a better home Violence will be my answer So I can kick them of their fucking throne Do you see the world they've created Desolate the human race How can we live, Can we live this way? How can we live, Be born consume and procreate,
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I used to be so courageous Not a care in the world, I never cared what they said But little by little They chipped away They stole a part of me Word by word I felt them all Stripping me clean (But now I’m singing) Renew the fire, rekindle the flames When did the fire leave my eyes? I used to be so full of life But who could blame me? When I was just a kid I never knew what growing up meant Not a care in the world, I never cared what they said But little by little They chipped away They stole a part of me Word by word I felt them all Stripping me clean Dying light With nowhere to shine I’m a dying light When did the fire leave my eyes? I used to be so full of life Renew the fire, rekindle the flames And I will not be contained I’ll never be the same
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I don't ask for a hell of a lot. I lie dormant in my isolation waiting for the company of another. The one thing I truly want will never want me back. This is all I ask for and it tears me apart knowing that you're out of my reach. I will never know everything about you. I will never share the same sheets. And I will never feel your blessed touch again. How I miss your eyes staring longingly into mine. These memories will be the death of me. With the passing of time things have gotten worse. Memories come into fruition of when we were at our peak.
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feel you out figure what you're all about watch you crawl around the room do you smell a rat? Cause i think that its you hide your shame, name and anything genuine lacking substance you're not far being lifeless your lies like shots from across the room it doesnt take much to stoop as low as you I'm no better but we're not the same all your teeth have been replace with fangs you're silver tongues become a steel sword cut communication right off at the cord walking on landmines no light step holding my breath it's like tight wire show just to keep you in check

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released March 4, 2016

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