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Life is a constant struggle that always leaves me here in the fucking dark living in this constant fear I'm left behind while others follow like fucking sheep I'm left behind while others follow the fucking weak I'm finding out that no one is what they seem Others continue to bite your hand until it fucking bleeds Fuck what you took from me Lowlife you threw everything away You have no one else to blame but yourself and your addiction you just took till there was nothing left to give and I'm finding out this time that I'm just left behind I want you out of my life you took what you wanted and left me here to die Scum of the earth I'll make sure you don't get away with this you pathetic piece of shit You left me behind make your excuses you're not worth my time imprisoned your life is full of sin leeching off others to mark your own skin I told you once and i'll say it again You broke the barrier farewell my friend these habits are wearing you thin blurred vison closing in blind eyes, you're dancing with death again i'm convinced i'll be the one to witness your end
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Solaris - Blame
02:34
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You only have yourself to blame
We only have ourselves to blame
Yet you seem to find justification in blaming someone else
(You cast the blame)
You build an argument on the backs of others
Take a step back
And look in the mirror
(Can you even see yourself?)
Do you even see yourself?
Or just the faces of those that you have handed the fault to?
Do you even see yourself?
No one can wash the blood from your hands
No one's hands are clean
Just you wait
Everything will come crashing down around you
Every judgement that you've cast
Returned a thousand fold
There will be no jury
There will be no trial
There will be no mercy
You will answer for every word that you've spoken
Every finger that you've pointed will be broken
You only have yourself to blame
Can you even admit it?
You are to blame
But you can't admit it
You are to blame
Can't you just admit it?
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Don't ever think you've got nowhere to go that your life is over you've reached your low.
Don't ever think you've got nowhere to go that you should give up or give in
I've been there I know what its like, the battles inside your mind
You want to give up let your mind win, But you are stronger than you truly think
You want to give up let your mind win, But you are stronger than you truly think
Don't ever think you've got nowhere to go that your life is over you've reached your low.
Don't ever think you've got nowhere to go that you should give up or give in
You go to school and you get heckled up front, your straight up miserable
All of the kids think they're fucking tough for bringing you down and thinking they're top
You don't know what to do
You think you cant go on
You don't know what to do
Your done
Pick yourself up get back on your feet, you know your stronger than them you cant be beat
Challenge yourself and the tricks in your mind, you can finally be happy enjoy your life
Moral of this is that you shouldn't give in, life is a gift such a beautiful thing
You've got your friends and family by your side, You'll spend the rest of your years up on a high.
Pick yourself up
Get on your feet
Challenge yourself
You wont be beat
Pick yourself up
Get on your feet
Challenge yourself
You wont be beat
Don't ever think you've got nowhere to go that your life is over you've reached your low.
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Looking inside myself
I've come to realize
I am a failure
To those I truly rely
I've come to terms with this
It's something I must accept
It's in the core of my existence
Time and time again it is said
I am a failure
It seems like no matter what
My actions are always wrong
I really try my best (I really try my best)
To live my life
To be a better person
But my conscience can be misleading
BEN
In directing my path
It seems too hazy (seems too hazy)
Like a ship without a sail
I have no direction (no direction)
I need some guidance guide me in the right path (oh god)
I need some guidance
God I need you now
Need you now
I've come to terms with myself
I am nothing but a let down
Look at me and know this
I have failed many I will fail you
My demons have taken over
I no longer have control
I am my own demise
Slowly poisoning myself
I am scum
I am filth
I am a failure
I am a let down
I am scum
I am filth
I am a failure
I have failed many
Look at me know
My demons are here
There is no answer
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The one thing that caused me endless pain
Fueled all the rage
I'm being consumed
All common sense slipped away
Staying loyal to a cause
Only to be betrayed
I'm left vengeful and hateful
How could I let myself be...
Enslaved
Burdened, chained down...the keys thrown away
A clear mental picture
More like a fucking smokescreen
Enslaved
Mind wandered too long
Conscience regained..too late
The reality is that I am enslaved
My hard-headed nature
Left me unfulfilled
Tons of wasted time
And a corroded iron will
All efforts are futile
Determination remains
No one to blame but myself
How can I let my self be
Enslaved
Burdened, chained down...the keys thrown away
A clear mental picture
More like a fucking smokescreen
Enslaved
Mind wandered too long
Conscience regained..too late
The reality is that I am enslaved
The vengeful hate remains…X3
How did I get enslaved?
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6. |
Free World - Falling
01:49
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Struggle to find,my feet, after years of this, stuck in a rut failed to break free, blame my own mistakes, but I never change a thing, haven't moved an inch, far too scared to fail.
It seems to Fucking easy, for everyone around,me too find their Fucking calling, while I'm still here falling.
Struggle to take the risk, that I know I need, push it all away patience is running thin, separate myself from everything holding me back.
I'm still,waiting for my,life to start.
I gotta start to think straight, before I become everything I hate, a life with nothing, left to show another ghost that's on that road. Cause I'm not content, with the way my days are spent, waiting wishing for something more, while regret comes knocking at my door.
Breaking away from this reality, I will finally set myself free
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Navigator - Compliance
02:52
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Now that I have betrayed everything I used to believe in.
Now that I have betrayed everything that I thought I used to believe.
Here I am trying to coincide with the thoughts that kill my mind.
You tried, you begged, you cried, and all to save me.
Pull me up from edge and from the black again, giving all that you had to a lost cause.
And I guess in the end it was just my decision.
I never thought I'd ruin this by my own volition.
Pick up the broken pieces, and clean up those incisions.
This is the life I chose, there's no more point of wishing.
How could you never turn your back on me?
I could see the skies, they'd bend before they'd break.
Watch your step, or you'll lose yourself.
Not the one, but the many just like everyone I know.
Gave it all and I had one hope, I'd give anything for you to just believe in me.
I'd give anything for you to believe in me.
I might as well blow my fucking brains out my head at least this way I'll forget every single word you said.
And i will know these words were hollow in dead, and I will never put my trust in you and be force fed.
Blow my fucking head off my shoulders to make it all end, for it to all be over.
Now because I see through the masks and the bullshit.
And I will never believe.
Now that I have betrayed everything I thought that I believed in.
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I can see in the dark, for I am the night
Draped in ancient golds, as a shattered sun fell from the sky
And the stars collide
They circle the drain
Drip into this coma inside
“Belonging”, said the walls of a broken home
“Cartography”, said the figure, wandering alone
The jaded don’t cower before an absent throne
Spent days following the foxes down the rabbit hole
I’ve heard whispers of the others
Of bitter kings and queens
Places of absent creation, where they’d drown their apathy
They met somewhere out in the blue
Makers of unknown latitudes
And they spoke, with such empty words that no one heard
No regard for significance, here’s your toast to emptiness
Malice in the glasses, half empty til we die
Even my reflection can’t look me in the eye
Can’t see the forest for the trees and the tracks behind us
Close your eyes tight enough and we might turn the world to diamonds
“One thing that I’ve learned of creation is to watch it slowly die, that’s mercy.
That's how I come to terms with watching you burn, perfect in my eyes, your ending.”
Over and over and over again, a constant reminder that this is all the end
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Condescending, voiceless for help
your time is coming soon
to understand my hate
you bring out the worst in me
when hate pours out uncontrollably
i have no cares, i have no empathy
you bring out my demons every day
holding them back becomes harder time after time
the truth of the matter is i don't
care for you any longer
and when every passing breath i hope you fucking choke
i'm still voiceless
bottle it up to spit it back out
in a world that'll know my true pain
we'll die and rot all alone
how the fuck could hell be any worse
I have tried my best to live
Trapped in my own skin
Anger's wearing thin
About time, for me to break free from this life
Filled with misery, what's become of me
I will explode, hatred uncontrolled
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Stras X Ser - Warzone
01:25
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No past No future One dream It is coming for me
No past No future Its clear to me but you can not see You are running from the world
Your in desperate need of salvation In hope of one day having redemption
Life is a fairytale Hands tied low tides Leaves a happy ending for me
No past No future One dream It coming for me No past No future Its coming for me
Red or black Get the fuck back Hands tied low tides Money talks but its far from saving you Money talks so who the fuck is saving you Money talks but its far from saving you Oh no time has run out for you As you stand waiting for your own demise See your hole life flash before your eyes
Money talks so who the fuck is saving you Time has stopped ticking away for you As you stand waiting for your own demise See your hole life flash before your eyes
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Temporal - Infinite
03:20
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WE ARE ALL ONE
ITS TIME TO OPEN YOUR MIND
CONSISTENT CHANGES
OF MATERIAL SUBSTANCE
ABSORBING ENERGY
FROM OUR EARTH'S LIFE CYCLE
BUT WE ARE ALL ONE
THE OCEANS SWELL AND BECOME A STREAM
CRATERS CRACK TO CREATE THE SEAMS
OPEN YOUR MIND TO THE ENTITY
WE ARE ONE IN THE CYCLE OF LIFE
ARE WE AWARE?
ARE WE ALIVE?
WE ARE THE ONES TRANCENDING TIME
ARE WE AWARE?
ARE WE ALIVE?
MOUNTS OF MATTER
MANIFEST TO SIGHT
CONSISTENCIES FORM
FROM SOIL AND LIGHT
THE EARTH IS AN ENTITY
A CHIASMIC REACTION
THE OCEANS SWELL AND BECOME A STREAM
CRATERS CRACK TO CREATE THE SEAMS
WE ARE ONE IN THE CYCLE OF LIFE
ARE WE AWARE?
ARE WE ALIVE?
WE ARE THE ONES TRANCENDING TIME
ARE WE AWARE?
ARE WE ALIVE?
SUBTRACT THE MIND FROM WITHIN
EXTERNALISE AND YOU WILL MARVEL
AT THE INFINITE CYCLE
AT THE INFINITE CYCLE
TRANSCEND BEYOND OUR MIND
WE HOLD THE KEY
TRANSLATING EARTHS DESIGN
OF FORCES UNSEEN
TRANSCEND BEYOND OUR MIND
WE HOLD THE KEY
TRANSLATING EARTHS DESIGN
OF FORCES UNSEEN
ITS TIME TO OPEN YOUR MIND
WE ARE ALL ONE
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Cold Sun - Left To Rot
02:11
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My mind is a prison
I can't escape
Life bound by chains
I cannot break
Tried over and over
To take my own life
I'm not strong enough
To even give up and die
See only one hope
Need only one rope
Born to lose
Welcome the noose
I hate myself
*so I cut my wrists out
I hate the world
*So I gouge my eyes out
I hate this life
*so I hang from a rope
Cut all of my ties
*there is no hope
Left in this world to rot
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Until Yesterday - Gone
02:24
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Why do I understand after I've already left? I begin to live after I'm gone. Is it too late to repent? Because I cannot feel anymore. I'm swimming in a sea of dead bodies, sinking to the end, where I can't find myself. Is it too late to repair this broken heart? I'm at a loss for words, and I don't know what else to say. No one ever seems to listen anyway, and that's fine with me because I'm not here to please. I've exposed all that's inside of me, and you just ran away. You are the reason I'm alone and that's why I left home. Searching for love (Now I’m gone). I'm slipping under the weight. This human nature held inside of me is my greatest enemy. This is an enemy I can never defeat. Suspended in air, alone and short of breath. Is this the day I die? Drowned by my convictions and ties to this place. You'll just watch me fade away. My lungs will give out on me. Erase all that I'll ever be. Stuck in between the now and not yet. I alone must face myself.
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Something so wrong yet so cheap
you sold your lies just to get to me
I'll call you out on every lie
I know your wrong as I bide my time
I'll send for them
They come for you
The dogs of hell
Know no mercy
The dogs of hell
Will rip you in two
I'll send for them and they come for you
I'll send for them and they come for you
Something so wrong yet so cheap
you sold your lies just to get to me
I'll call you out on every lie
You know you're wrong as i bide my fucking time
I'll send for them
they come for you, you, you, you, you!
THE DOGS OF HELL!
The dogs of hell
Know no mercy
The dogs of hell
Will rip you in two
I'll send for them and they come for you
I'll send for them and they come for you
The dogs of hell
know no fuckin' mercy
the dogs of hell
will rip you in two
the dogs of hell
know no fucking mercy
the dogs of hell
will rip you in two
I'll send for them
and they come for you
The dogs of hell!
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XVI - Green City
02:54
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Years in prejudice & Years Ignorant.
The close-mind [disconnected] that goes on [from the world] in the streets.
I refuse to let their blindness be the last say so and I won't stand to hear their fabrications
You claimed a title that nobody ever gave you.
Realize this, you are no better than me.
We've all got struggles but I can see clearly.
I've set my path you just follow the common road instead of finding your own.
Is this who you planned to be? You're a self made vagabond.
Get out of your cycle, Get out of your decay.
The mud is thickening.
You and your band of degenerates.
[Why the fuck should I care]
Why can't you seek development?
I am not your advocate.
This is is the city that bares your roots, why can't you let them grow?
All you talk about is packing your bags, but you will never leave.
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Need the strength.
Follow closely behind the footsteps of my errors.
Leave me behind, as I stray from who I really am.
I feel my fears will always get the best of me.
(Get the best of me)
But this time around, I'm taking charge
And taking back what's mine.
I try to pull through life but something
always drags me down.
Something so negative it makes my blood run cold.
Leaves me paralyzed, as I look to my demon's eyes.
I wish you could see me now looking down at you.
For now I'll look back and take this as a lesson learned.
Goodbye for now my old friend.
Now I can take flight without your wings.
I'll never forget you, you showed me the true meaning of life.
You cannot take back what you gave to me.
This demon can't take hold of me.
Everything I worked hard to get for me to get by.
Keep your head up high and your fears down low.
You always were the only thing I longed for in my life.
The only thing I longed for in my life.
I wish you could see me now looking down at you.
For now I'll look back and take this as a lesson learned.
Goodbye for now my old friend.
Now I can take flight without your wings.
I'll never forget you, you showed me the true meaning of life.
(Tyler)
Never again will I see those eyes,
Seeing it's skin break loose with flies.
As time tries to get a grip on me,
I'll show you who I'm meant to be.
You won't get a grip on me .
I know who I am meant to be.
Those eyes are now dead in the ground, it's myself
who I have finally found.
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PALLASS - Give A Shit
02:55
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All the nations tremble to their knees, as they all once stood in reverent fear
Lightening cracks to show the battlefield, show this world WE ARE VICTORIOUS
We have a Power beyond all Power, a strength that surpasses knowledge
The ground shakes and the masses tremble when they see the flag of our King they fall to ruin
WE WILL NEVER DIE
Set apart since the dawn of time, from birth refined through fire
Hands unbound with the purpose to bring Hope to the hopeless; the sick and dying but
We've returned to depravity breeding filth hatred AND DISEASE
This injustice will no longer stand; you will feel the fury of my Father's Right hand
HIS RIGHTEOUS HAND
Carnal our weapons are not because we fight with Blood bought hands
We aren't the new breed but we're the old guard and we've returned to save the whole world
We are victorious and that will never change
Everything you've ever known in this one moment crumbles, are your beliefs, your foundations mean nothing to me
Tears well up in your eyes and you fall to your knees and you realize...you realize...we won
WE WON
No matter what we are victorious
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Incited - The Loathing
02:23
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Wage War
Wage War
Wage war inside the person you hate
Destroy
Destroy
Destroy until you've cleared the dead weight
Bury dead weight
Refuse your fate
Carry on
Destroy the world
Make sure all is dead that's wrong
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Varials - Trapped
02:37
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Breathing the toxins
Cause it's all surrounding
Infectiously plauging my mind, no salvation
Walls closing in, bury me underneath
Nowhere to hide
No sunlight or chance of survival
Fate has been written
I can't escape this
The devil has a hold of you
And he has me too
Burning forever, eternally
Take me away from this reality
Locked away
Heavily sedated
Eyes are bloodshot red
Trapped with no way out
Beating myself senseless
Til I'm fucking dead
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